Monday, January 14, 2008

Today is where my book begins.....

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips D
rench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten ...........


Jan 1st , he send me SMS : Rencana km tetep kamu laksanakan??
reply : Yup , tomorrow , we meet at court.

Resolusi di tahun 2008 , aku ngak mau terjebak dimasalah yang sama lagi.....
Over 4 years...
Am tired.... ( Aku sudah niat 100% ). at morning , I ask KL about my schedule today, she insist to joint with me. I want to say something to Him bunda, kl said...finally am agree to take her to court....
kami ketemu di court , he come with his mom.....
Petugas PN menjelaskan apa saja yang harus aku siapkan....
banyak document yang diminta dan harus membuat surat peryataan yang ternyata PN punya template nya . So alhasil hari ini tidak jadi daftar.....
He ask me again , again , and again...
I stick to my plan......
Tiba tiba kesunyian itu mencengkram ku....
Selama ini aku sudah kesepian... apalagi memang benar2 kami divorce...
Siapkah aku Tuhan ( ucap ku lirih)... sembari melihat dia masuk ke mobil bersama mama nya....

my gorgeous , sit beside me..... aku terkesiap .... ternyata dia dari tadi duduk disebelahku tapi dalam posisi menghadap belakang...
ngapain sayang, kok duduknya begitu??
aku mau liat mobil nya bunda kan ada dia disitu...
Dia mau kemana bunda?
Dia mau ikut kita pulang ?
and Thousand pertanyaan , tapi mata nya tidak lepas dari mobil soluna hitam itu....
That , make me think again.....


Today is where my book begins
The rest is still unwritten..................